I see I have a blog post about my plan to do Camp NaNoWriMo (for the first time) but no blog post about what happened. Basically, health problems meant I didn’t meet my goal. Between multiple doctor appointments, a medical procedure that involved anesthesia, an ER visit, an allergic reaction to an insect bite (wondering spider since a recent ant bite only gave me the itchees) and then an allergic reaction to a new drug all meant that I had a super busy April minus normal things.
I did get started writing poetry and have some decent first drafts or rough ideas to work on. I also realized in this same month that waiting for test results and to (probably) start treatment for MS has done a lot to my mental state. As in it’s a lot of shit to deal with and just distracting yourself from this type of shit doesn’t help!
End result, I now have a project set up in Scrivener that is half poetry and half journals. I’m hoping to collect some of my thoughts as I go through this journey of rediscovering who I am because of what chronic illnesses has done to my life.
Also, writing daily when you don’t know what the next day could bring is very difficult. I’m going to start working on weekly and monthly writing goals instead of daily goals… while still aiming to update the blog a few days a week. But if I can’t? Then I can’t.